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ONE OF THOSE DAYS

ONE OF THOSE DAYS

You surely have had one of those days. You know the kind that starts with such promise and little by little unravels into a tangled mess leaving you frustrated, despondent and a little angry. Nothing catastrophic has happened—just a bunch of, comparatively small, unpleasant surprises that you can’t fix.

This is a stressful time of year for me because, as my sister’s guardian and conservator, on or before March 10, I must file papers with the court proving that I am neither abusing her, nor am I stealing her money.

I learned the hard way that it is smart to hire an accountant to handle the financial report. He likes to keep me on pins and needles each year wondering whether or not he will finish it before the deadline. Bless him! He sent the final copy yesterday, five days early.

I awoke this morning with great anticipation. I would finally hand my reports over to the court, and forget about them for eight or nine months, while they drag their feet deciding whether or not to grant their stamp of approval. I could feel the stress slipping away, as I struck out for the courthouse.

Of course, the closest parking place was thirteen miles away, but I finally made it through security allowing my cane to be scanned, I don’t know what they thought I had in it. I headed down the hallway toward the Probate Office, but the Probate Office was no longer there. Upon inquiring, an officer told me that it had never been there. Oh, really? “It’s on the second floor where it’s always been,” he said. It wasn’t there either, so after limping around for miles, I finally came back downstairs, and there was the office, just around the corner.

Thankfully, I didn’t wait long before my number was called. The pretty girl took my papers, “That will be $300.00,” she said.

“For what,” I demanded. “I have to pay you for doing something you make me do?”

The clerk had an extended conversation with the girl behind the next window, and together, they decided, “Yes, $300.00.” I didn’t have $300.00, and they wouldn’t let me write a check, the rules will not allow me to use my credit card to pay my sister’s bills. Being reimbursed is a sticky business that requires a lot of explaining, but I had no choice. Suffice it to say, “I left the courthouse thoroughly deflated.”

From there, I traveled across town to return a walker I had purchased at a Mobility Store. I didn’t need it after all, so I wanted my money back. Wonderful news! I had to forfeit 25% of the original purchase price for a restocking fee. When I objected, the salesman pointed to a sign high on the wall on the other side of the show room. “Of course,” I said. “I’m going to nose around the store ferreting out all your sales rules before I make a purchase.” Though he insisted he would have to resell the walker as used, I knew better. It had never been out of my car and still had all the tags on it.

We finally agreed that he would return everything but the sales tax. This morning, I discovered that he had cheated me by $7.00. I hate that! Oh well, it was one of those days. I even left the grocery store without my groceries, and my brother wasn’t home when I called to whine to him about my crumby day.

What do you do with a day like that? Well, you can come home and pout and complain and feel sorry for yourself. I must admit I did exactly that for a while, but honestly, that kind of behavior takes a lot of energy, and I am a bit lazy. So what is the alternative?

Psalm 118:24 says, “This is the day the Lord has made; we will rejoice and be glad in it.”

Does that mean every day? Did God actually make this insufferable day? Must I really be glad about it? I think so! However, if we remember that GOD IS IN CONTROL, He knows exactly what is happening, and He has allowed those annoyances in our life, that makes all the difference in the world.

“…I will rejoice and be glad in it.” That’s hard to do, but it’s a lot more fun than pouting. Shout joyfully to the Lord. Come into His presence with singing, dance a little jig, for the Lord is God, and you belong to Him. You are one of His lambs. That assurance alone ought to be enough to lift the gloom.

A song I used to sing with children says it all.

Happiness is to know the Savior

Living a life within His favor

Having a change in my behavior

Happiness is the Lord.

Real joy is mine no matter if the teardrops start.

I’ve found a secret. It’s Jesus in my heart.

Happiness is to be forgiven

Living a life that’s worth the liven’

Taking a trip that leads to heaven,

Happiness is the Lord.

Tomorrow may be another one of those days, even a day with tears. Who knows? Just remember He is in control, and…

The sun will come out tomorrow!

GRATEFULLY SURPRISED

GRATEFULLY SURPRISED

Has it really been two years since I moved my seventy-eight-year-old baby sister out of the house, where she had lived for forty-three years, and into an adult, assisted living facility? Seems impossible! June suffers from Alzheimer’s.

For many heartbreaking weeks, I cleaned out, threw away, gave away, sold, and packed up my sister’s whole life, with the exception of a few choice items, saved to furnish and decorate her room at the new residence. Those were stormy, tearful, exhaustingly sad days for both of us.

In the beginning, being extremely paranoid, June was certain that her caregivers were stealing her jewelry and clothing. She would wad up her favorite things and hide them in drawers or in the corner behind the bureau. She was combative to the degree that caregivers were hesitant to enter her room. I tried to be there to smooth the path for everyone. That’s hard, but that’s who I am. Over the months, with the adjustment of medication, things improved.

I had committed to spending two afternoons a week with my sister. As a court appointed guardian and conservator, I am required to see her only once a month. But, she is my sister! So, I went faithfully on Tuesday and Friday afternoon. Did I want to go? Not always! Sometimes we fussed because I had little enough sense to try to reason with her. When I finally learned to agree with my sister, or just keep silent, the yelling stopped and things were much calmer.

When I was angry with her, as I often was, I tried to remember special times we had shared. I thought of the chubby toddler with big blue eyes and a mass of curly hair. I remembered the sweet kindergartener I pushed high in the swings at recess time, the summers we sat in the living room floor playing “Sorry” all day long. Could I ever forget picking cotton beside her on Saturdays, in the summer heat, and the fun of singing together at church, and her poetry? Of course, I remember the joy of singing at her wedding, and the sorrow at seeing the tears slide down her cheeks, as we stood beside the grave of her infant, stillborn son. O, so many memories! Precious memories!

I have been sick this week, so I didn’t see June until yesterday. Length of time evades her now. If I say, “I’ll be back in three days,” that could be thirty days or tomorrow, so she is always pleased and surprised when I show up. When I enter her room, like a child, with twinkling eyes, she asks, “Did you bring me something?” I always take her a bit of chocolate. I break it into small pieces and put it in her mouth. She can no longer grip with her hands.

Our two hours together are spent watching “The Waltons,” and “Little House.” She cannot manipulate the remote, so the TV stays on the same channel. Actually, June talks continually always trying to tell me something that has happened or something she wants me to remember. When she loses her words, she says, “I know what I want to say, but I can’t say it.” If I try to help her by contributing a word or a name, she declares that I am worse off than she is. Sometimes, out of frustration, she is angered, but many times she just laughs and I laugh with her.

Yesterday we talked about her husband. When I called her attention to his handsome photo on the bureau, she said. “I was wondering where he is.”

“Oh, sweetie, you remember,” I said. “He is in heaven waiting for you.”

Her eyes widened, and with a smile, she said, “Oh, yes, in heaven!”

Then she said, “You look very pretty today.”

Looking at my watch I realized it was time to go. “Is it all right if I leave?” I asked.

“Yes, but please be careful out there,” she replied. “You know, you’re the only one I’ve got.”

I was surprised, gratefully surprised, at the pleasant time we had together. Driving home, I realized that when I finally quit trying to fix her, trying to make her remember things she could not remember, when I decided to accept her as she is, our relationship improved immediately. I pray for us every morning, but, honestly, I pray for myself more than for June. I pray that God will give me wisdom, and understanding, a gentle spirit, and an abundance of love.

Now I look forward to our visits. It is no longer a chore to be dispatched, but a time to be enjoyed.

Let me encourage you today. Accept your loved ones for who they are. You cannot fix them, but you can love them, pray for them, and serve them. God will do the rest.

Romans 12:10 says, “Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another.” These words speak for themselves.

REMEMBER, THE SUN WILL COME OUT TOMORROW!

TAKING RISKS

TAKING RISKS

Yesterday I heard that Americans will place $6,000,000,000.00 in bets on the Patriots or the Rams, and they will sit through the Super Bowl, on February 3, hoping for or dreading the outcome of the game. Many of them will lose their money, but that is the risk they are taking. SIX BILLION DOLLARS!!! That’s a whopping risk! Many, if not most of us, cannot conceive of that much money.

I must own up. I am not a football fan, nor am I a gambler, so I don’t care who wins. I guess it’s all right, at my age, to admit that.

As I said, I don’t like taking risks. The stock market, for example, scares me. I’ve worked too hard for what I have to risk it in a volatile market. However a few years ago, about 2008, (wouldn’t you know) I was advised to invest a small portion of my savings in stocks. I was thrilled when, at the end of the first quarter, I had earned 12% interest. At the end of the second quarter, I lost the 12% and part of my capital. During the third quarter, I withdrew that bit of money and spent it on things I had been longing for. So much for the Stock Market!

Life is inherently risky. If you leave the house, cross the road, play football, spend time in the hospital—in a very real sense—it is a risk. Everything we do is a risk. The only way to avoid risks is to do nothing.

I suppose the riskiest decision I ever made was to marry, for the first time, at the age of seventy-seven. My family thought I was nuts. Friends cautioned me. One woman backed me into a corner and told me how miserable her mother was, after marrying a second time at an advanced age.

Risking the loss of my prized independence terrified me. I came and went as I chose. I lived the way I wanted. My schedule was mine to arrange. If I wanted to work in the middle of the night, there was no one to object. I was accountable first to God and then to my church leaders. That was it! At that late juncture, I wasn’t looking for a man. I had done quite well on my own.

My emotions ran rampant. I was excited…fearful…hopeful…pessimistic. I was determined I couldn’t do this: yet, like the proverbial moth, I was drawn helplessly, hypnotically toward the flame.

However, when I walked down the aisle, on that beautiful cool, clear, cloudless day, I never once entertained the thought of risk. The future beckoned to a life of love and laughter, and I couldn’t wait to get started.

Five months later my Cecil suffered and inoperable aortic hematoma and God took him home –away from me. My pain was unbearable. This made no sense. Didn’t I know what a risk it was to marry at this late date?

Then I thought, “What if I had not married him, had not taken the risk?” I would have missed the brief life and love we shared. I would have missed his kisses, his warm embrace, and a hand holding mine. That joy, however brief, far transcends the searing pain, the irretrievable loss and the ever present sorrow.

Yes, everything in life involves risks. Life would be boring, dull, and tiresome, if we didn’t take risks. Helen Keller said, “Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all.”

There are different kinds of risks. For example, becoming a Christ Follower, a Christian, carries incredible risks.

In America and around the world the price of being a real Christian is rising. I am appalled by the dishonesty, anger, hatred, and strife, which permeate our atmosphere today

2 Timothy 3:12 tells us, “All who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted.” These words make more and more sense every day.

In the early church, to become a Christian was to risk your life. Every Christian knew that sooner or later he might have to defend his faith at the cost of his life. Scripture is filled with risk takers.

Queen Esther said, “If I perish, I perish.” Shadrach and his comrades refused to bow down, and the Apostle Paul said, “I do not count my life of any value…if only I may finish my course.”

No one better appreciated the risks of obeying God than Jesus Himself, who came, “…to give His life a ransom for many.”

No one can say for certain what kind of risks you will face as a Christian. Some have lost family, friends, and even their life, but I must tell you—THE FINAL RISK IS GONE!

Romans 8:1, “There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus…”

Romans 8:37 – 39, “…neither death nor life (or anything else) will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

John 11:25, “Whoever believes in me, though he may die, he shall live.”

No matter what we risk today, this is our promise for eternity.

The question is: Will I, accept the risks? Is what Jesus offers worth the price?

THINK ABOUT IT!

Remember, the sun will come out tomorrow!

THE BEST OF FRIENDS

THE BEST OF FRIENDS

The Jones girls and I have been friends for seventy-five years, a quarter of a century. Think about it! I received calls from both of them this past week—one from Oklahoma City and the other from Salinas, California. Those calls started me thinking about friendship and what a true friend really is.

I remembered a song from the show, “Gentlemen Prefer Blondes.” It says:

“A kiss on the hand may be quite continental,

But diamonds are a girl’s best friend…

Men grow cold, as girls grow old,

And we all lose our charm in the end.

But square-cut or pear-shaped

These rocks don’t lose their shape.

Diamonds are a girl’s best friend.

I have never owned a lot of diamonds, but I suppose if I had an endless supply, I could purchase the things needed for a comfortable life. Alas, not even the “Hope Diamond” can buy acceptance, warmth, companionship, and love—those qualities indispensable to true friendship.

Dogs are often referred to as “Man’s best friend.” My brother inherited his dog from his granddaughter. Lani grew up, got married, and left Snuggles behind. I never believed my brother would become so engaged with a dog, but when he lost both his wife and daughter within a year of each other, he was terribly alone except for Snug. This “gentleman pup,” as my brother calls him, was there. He was there to listen, to offer a warm paw, and a companionship unlike any other. He was something to love and care for, and a perfect sleeping buddy. This sweet little creature, with an indomitable spirit, exuded a sense of warmth, loyalty, and kindness, regardless of my brother’s demeanor. The reason we call dogs “man’s best friend” is simple. Dogs allow us to be their best friend, and yet, that is not enough. There is still something missing.

Only another human being can fit perfectly into that space existing in every person—that space labeled “best friend.”

I thought of the Jones Girls when I read this quote from C.S. Lewis. He said:

“For a Christian, there are no chances. A secret Master of Ceremonies has been at work. Christ, who said to the disciples, “You have not chosen me, but I have chosen you,” can truly say to every group of Christian friends, “You have not chosen one another, but I have chosen you for one another.” The friendship is not a reward for our discriminating and good taste in finding one another out. It is the instrument by which God reveals to each of us the beauties of others.”

So meeting Patsy Ruth was not by chance. God must have been involved when she showed up in my third-grade classroom so many years ago. Her middle name was Ruth and my middle name was Ruth. Don’t you know that was enough for two little girls to decide, “Our friendship was meant to be?”

Throughout our elementary years Pat and her older sister, Wanda, came and went. I had no idea the Jones family were itinerated farm workers. They followed the harvest from Texas to Arizona, to California and back again. I didn’t know why they were gone, but when they came back, we came together again as though they were never absent.

I spent a lot of time with the Jones family. Buck and Inez were like second parents. When we were in high school, the family finally settled in Salinas, California. Though we never lived close again, we did not lose each other. The girls and I boarded Grey Hound buses and visited back and forth. We went to college together. I sang at their weddings and loved on their babies. We grieved at our losses and celebrated our victories. These days, we don’t get around as much as we used to, but we still keep in touch by phone, and I plan to live next door to them in heaven.

Friends come in all shapes and sizes. A true friend really gets you. They like you flaws and all. They fight for you, respect you, include you, encourage you, need you, deserve you, and stand by you.

Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 tells us “It’s better to have a partner than go it alone. Share the work, share the wealth. …if one falls the other helps…Two in bed warm each other. Alone, you shiver all night. By yourself you’re unprotected. With a friend you can face the worst…”

The Jones girls walked into my life and said, “We’re here for you and proved it

So take your pick—diamonds, dogs, or someone like the Jones Girls, and if none of these work for you, Proverbs 18:24 assures us,

“… there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.”

That friend is Jesus. Best friends sometimes fail, but He will never fail you.

When we come to the end of ourselves, God has just begun. The song writer put it this way.

“His love has no limit. His grace has no measure.

His power has no boundary known unto men.

For out of His infinite riches in Jesus,

He gives and gives and gives again.”

WHAT A FRIEND WE HAVE IN JESUS!

REMEMBER, THE SUN WILL COME OUT TOMORROW!

SET YOUR SMILE FREE

My husband was diagnosed with an inoperable aortic aneurysm. The aorta would eventually rupture, and Cecil would suffer a painful death. We spent the next seven weeks in and out of the hospital, but mostly we spent quiet days at home. Cecil devoted himself to tying up loose ends and thinking about heaven. My time was spent trying to entice him to eat,

For some reason, we didn’t go to church during those weeks. I’m not sure why. I do know that Cecil was a very private person, and perhaps he did not want to expose himself to all that attention, but I missed church. I missed the support of my friends.

Cecil died on a Saturday afternoon. I was in church the next morning, but I felt strange, self-conscious, shy of people and what they might say. For the first time in my life, I did not know how to conduct myself.

We always sat in the second row on the right side of the center aisle. That was our place. I so looked forward to sitting where Cecil sat his arm draped across my shoulders. However, strangers had long since filled that space. I felt so alone wishing I had not come.

During “Meet and Greet” time, when congregants mill around hugging and shaking hands, a gentleman, whom I knew only slightly, walked across the aisle, put his arms around me, and let me cry on his shoulder. He said not a word. Instead, he laid his hand gently on my cheek, smiled into my eyes and returned to his seat.

Sunday after Sunday, for several weeks, he showed the same kindness. He gave a part of himself to me, and in so doing, he helped heal my hurt.

Many years ago, when my life was one big disappointment, my faith was in question, and joy and gladness had been taken from my plentiful field, I asked why. Why did I no longer experience the “joy of the Lord?”

A very wise man told me, “If you want joy in your life, you must learn to give yourself away.”

“You would be surprised,” he said, “at how much a lonely person would welcome a heartfelt smile.”

“There are so many lonely, hurting, needy people out there,” he continued. “At first you may not be able to do more than a smile, but as you make that effort, you will find yourself capable of more, and you will find the joy you are longing for.

By experience, I found that wise man’s counsel to be true.

For so long, because I was insecure, I had time only for those who made me feel good about me. When I began to look beyond my own needs to those of others—when I made an effort to reach out to them, I began to experience the joy that had been missing.

Most of us are too self-absorbed struggling to find the answer to our own needs.

A highly advertised dental business says that with their procedure they can “SET YOUR SMILE FREE.”

However, there is a better, less painful, less expensive way to obtain a free smile. The Holy Spirit will not only set your smile free, He will free your complete person to become a healer of broken hearts and pain-filled lives.

It is not necessary to be a preacher, a missionary or even a teacher in order to touch the needy. Just be you and God will use you.

Most people don’t want or even need another sermon. They need a smile, a touch, a listening ear, a story about what Jesus has done in your life. These things don’t cost a penny and require very little time. They can be accomplished in the checkout line, at the beauty shop, or in your driveway with a passing neighbor.

We are so blessed. Matthew 10:8 says, “… Freely you have received, freely give.”

Again in Matthew 10:48, “…if anyone gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones…he will certainly not lose his reward.”

Sunday evening, at home group, after more than five years, I had the opportunity to thank the gentleman, who stepped across the aisle to comfort me. He had forgotten. Not I!

Let our Lord “SET YOUR SMILE FREE!”

REMEMBER, THE SUN WILL COME OUT TOMORROW!

DOING IT OVER

When I was a child, my Saturday chore was to rake our gravel driveway – to rid it of stray leaves or any other bit of trash that had found its way there.

Raking the driveway was not a happily anticipated chore, so my efforts were sometimes half-hearted. Upon inspection, my Mama would often say, “Fayrene, you need to go back and “lick your calf over.” I never quite understood those words, but I knew, without a doubt, that I hadn’t done a good job, so I had to do it again.

The phrase, “lick the calf over,” is a rural, southern expression referring to the way a cow cares for her newborn calf. She spends much of the first few hours, after birth, licking her new baby. Among other reasons, she licks to form a bond and groom her calf removing the fetal membranes.

“Lick your calf over” means to re-do a job that was not done well.

Doing it over again, regardless of what the task is, is never pleasant. “Doing it over again,” always has a negative connotation. It means—you did something wrong or you didn’t do something right. It means carelessness or failure or simply a lack of “want to,” and it means multiplying precious time already spent.

My mother taught me to sew when I was a little girl. She taught me to sew the quick and easy way. She taught me certain shortcuts. However, in eighth grade, I found that I had been doing it wrong all those years. I couldn’t just pin seams. I had to baste them, but basting took too long. When my teacher caught me doing it the wrong way, the seams had to be ripped out and I had to start over. I hated that. Why couldn’t I do it my way—the fast way.

Four years ago I had my right knee replaced. Seven weeks ago I had my right knee replaced again. It was a “do over.”

My original surgeon didn’t want to touch it. He offered a brace or physical therapy, but I didn’t want to settle for a temporary fix, so I opted for a complete replacement. That meant finding a surgeon who would rip out the whole thing and start over. It was an aggressive surgery for someone my age. I think I’m glad he did it, or at least I will be someday.

Sometimes, in our journey through this life, something goes awry, and we make a royal mess of things. On occasion our mistakes can be easily fixed. Others are ruinous and hurtful throwing all of life off course.

Being human, often, our first inclination is to find a quick fix—an easy out. Just put a brace on it or shore it up with bailing wire, and get on with life. But braces and bailing wire are only temporary remedies dealing with the surface. They never really get to the source of the problem.

In 1969, Frank Sinatra introduced the song, “I DID IT MY WAY.” The song is about a man who lives his life, including failures, and losses, without any regrets. It seems to imply that he lived his life to suit himself without the consideration of others. The whole song smacks of arrogance. By the way, Sinatra grew to detest that song.

Proverbs 14:12 tells us, “There is a way that seems right unto man, but in the end it leads to death.”

I have a choice. I can arrogantly assume that I am always right insisting on doing it my way. Or understanding that I need council, I can cry with the Psalmist David (Psalm 25:4), “Show me your ways, O Lord. Teach me your paths…”

Isaiah 55:8-9 tells us why we need to know God’s ways. He says, “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways…As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways.”

can’t fix my messes by doing it my way. That’s how I get into trouble in the first place.

So, how do I do it?

First, I must admit that it is my mess. I am at least, in part, responsible. I cannot play the blame game and expect to come to a satisfactory and healing solution. I must be willing to delve into the deep recesses of my own heart to the very moment when I veered off course. Only then can I begin to do it again—the right way this time.

It may be necessary to rip out a few seams. It may be necessary to perform surgery on the problem—starting from the beginning ripping out the old and replacing it with the new. A painful process!

Jeremiah 15:19, “Therefore this is what the Lord says: If you repent, I will restore you…”

Restoration calls for repentance—an admission of guilt and a plea for forgiveness. Restoration demands a “do over.” Repentance may mean making things right with a spouse, apologizing to a child or fellow employee. None of this is easy, especially when pride is at stake. It’s hard to say, “I was wrong!”

This is a very simple, but difficult formula. However, it is a formula that works.

If you need something restored in your life, ask God to show you His way.

Remember, the sun will come out tomorrow!

BLESS THE LORD, O MY SOUL

Gerald Brooks couldn’t read a lick of music, but he had a strong voice and an enthusiastic, positive attitude, so he became our church song leader. That was in the days before worship teams appeared, and organs and pianos, choirs and soloists disappeared.

There Gerald was, behind the pulpit on Sunday morning, Sunday night, and Wednesday evening, energetically pumping his arm up and down or back and forth, not always in time to the music. He chose the songs (his favorites) from our “Melodies of Praise” hymnal, so we often sang the same ones over and over—“There’s Within My Heart a Melody,” and “Since Jesus Came into My Heart.” We always sang three songs, and whether the song had three verses or thirty, we sang only three verses.

When I was very young, the choir was made up of those in the congregation who wanted to sing. It was as simple as that. When the pastor opened the service, he invited anyone, who wanted to be in the choir, to make his way to the platform. They came all ages, with broad smiles and lusty, not necessarily good voices, ready to worship.

There were no auditions. The choir was not trained. It was not practiced, nor did they know which songs they would sing. They were there to back up the song leader and, by example, encourage the congregation in worship.

I majored in music my first couple of years in college, so now I know. “WE DIDN’T DO IT RIGHT!” However, the memories of those simple, unstructured, unmanipulated times of worship, when hearts swelled, voices were lifted, hands were raised, in unrestrained, joyous praise to the God of heaven, are indelibly etched in the corridors of my heart.

As a child, I was part of that worship. I know we did not sound like the Mormon Tabernacle Choir, but in those moments, I am convinced God leaned over the balcony of heaven and savored every word of praise, every joyful shout ascending to His throne. Our simple and sincere praise blessed Him.

We often speak of God’s blessing upon our life—His mercy and benefits to us, but you must know that we also are called upon to bless Him. I just conferred with Mr. Webster. I was surprised to see that most of his dictionary entry defining “Bless,” and “Blessing” refer to our blessing God not the other way round.

He says, “To bless is “to give thanks to God the Father in a special manner, to speak gratefully to Him for His kindness, to honor in worship, to praise or glorify His name.”

In his book of songs, King David set a wonderful example for us.

Psalm 34:1, “I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth.”

Psalm 103:1, “Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless His holy name.”

Psalm 119:175, “Let me live that I may praise You…”

Psalm 150:6, “Let everything that has breath praise the Lord…”

In essence, David is saying, “My purpose in life is to praise God by everything I do and say. Therefore, I will praise Him continually with all that is in me, and if you are breathing, you must do the same.”

We ask for and receive His blessing, but I am wondering how often we thank Him for His kindness—how often we praise and glorify His name. Not often enough, I would imagine. Yet, over and over again in His Word, we are admonished to praise Him—to bless him.

Why does He command us to bless Him? This God, who knows everything, can do anything and owns all that exists. Does He really need our praise? Surely He is not going to wither and vanish away if I do not bless Him. Truth is I can’t make God any bigger or any greater with my praise. So, why—

Actually, when I praise God, I am the one who benefits, and God knows that. It is God’s way of lifting me out of my slough of despond, away from my impossibilities, above the cares of this world, and into His marvelous presence. In His presence, there is fullness of joy. In His presence, I am encouraged, my faith is renewed, and I am strengthened to continue the journey.

It is true. Sometimes we are so obsessed with our needs that we cannot find a word of praise, and yet the scripture even asks us to sacrifice praise to God.

Hebrews 13”15-16, “…let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise…for with such sacrifices God is pleased.”

Our style of worship is not the issue. Whether or not it is polished and practiced is not what counts. It is the attitude of the heart and a grateful, loving spirit that attracts God’s attention, and causes His presence to inhabit our praise.

Remember, the sun will come out tomorrow!

DISAPPOINTMENTS

We all suffer disappointments from time to time. Some are fleeting while others may last a lifetime.

For months I have been plagued with pain that has made it almost impossible to walk more than a few feet. Because of obligations and other “THINGS,” I waited to make arrangements for surgery. Finding an Orthopedic surgeon to do a knee revision is not an easy task. Most will readily do the initial knee replacement but refuse to fix something you have messed up. That’s what I did. I messed up my knee falling on the pavement.

I was thrilled to find a doctor who would do the surgery and do it well. I actually counted the days until the scheduled operation—ten days, three days, only one day until I get some relief. I prayed every day that I would not fall again.

Yesterday morning, I was at the hospital at 6:30 a.m. I waited forever until everyone had his coffee. Then a sweet nurse took me back to prepare for this anticipated event. My pastor was there to pray with me, and dear, longtime friends came to see me through the ordeal.

During the course of disrobing, being poked with needles and answering interminable questions, Dr. Hudson, the anesthesiologist showed up. He was concerned about my Pace Maker and the fact that I am totally dependent upon it. After faxing my cardiologist for more information, Dr. Hudson came back to explain that it is possible during the surgery that some of the medical instruments could interfere with the Pace Maker. If such a thing occurred, they would have to send me by ambulance to another hospital, because being a specialty hospital, they have no cardiology back up.

The upshot was they would not do the surgery. They couldn’t take the risk. I was so disappointed! I was numbering the days until I would be mobile again. Of course, I didn’t want to die, but—

Four and one-half hours after being admitted, I left the hospital feeling deflated—overwhelmingly disappointed.

Later, I thought, “The only positive thing about all this is the delightful breakfast and visit I had with my good friends.” Then I thought again.

I remembered the extreme kindness of Dr. Hudson and the fact that I had a wonderful opportunity to talk to Kim, one of the nurses, about The Lord.

All of a sudden there was an explosion in my “pea brain.” I thought, “This doctor may have saved my life!”

If I believe what I say I believe, then God was not absent yesterday morning. He was right in the big middle of everything that happened.

I had prayed beforehand that God would guide the surgeon’s mind and hands, and enhance his skills, but I never imagined He would stop the surgery. God, however, knows what is best for me, and since I belong to Him, I must allow Him to command every situation. So, He was there. He stopped the surgery—the doctors following God’s direction whether or not they were aware.

Romans 8:28 says, “…we know that all things work together for good to them that love
God, to them who are the called according to His purpose.”

I believe that scripture. I really do, but I am not the spiritual giant that I may sometimes wish I were. When I awoke this morning, I thought, “I should be in rehab today beginning the therapy that will put me on my feet again. Instead, I have three more weeks of pain and immobility to look forward to.” I was not happy!

I do love God. He has called me to be His child, and slowly, as I allow, He is working His purpose in my life, but I want to know right now, what is the purpose of this royal mess-up— why didn’t someone recognize the problem, when arrangements were being made?

However, in reflection, I realize the Holy Spirit has given me a whole list of Whys.

The few hours I spent in the hospital Monday morning I had the opportunity to show a joyful spirit, and to witness of God’s goodness to a needy soul. What if that is her only witness?
The anesthesiologist saved my life proving once again God’s love for me.
I had wonderful fellowship with people whom I love and seldom see.
As I wait for the next three weeks for surgery at another facility, I have the opportunity and the time to draw closer to God—to know Him more intimately. What a wonderful possibility!

Surely there are more “WHYS,” and the greatest one I may never know, but something good will come out of all this. God said so!

Don’t fuss at God about your disappointments. Don’t let them defeat you. Remember God is there in the midst of them, and He will “work it together for your good” and for His purpose.

REMEMBER, THE SUN WILL COME OUT TOMORROW!

WHAT’S IT ALL ABOUT?

I am back! I had a long summer! Surgery and recovery, but I am glad to be back with a new post!

I was saddened a few days ago to hear of the death of Anthony Bourdain. Mr. Bourdain was an acclaimed chef, a world traveler, food expert, author, and an award-winning television personality. After thirty years as a fine dining chef, he left that arena to travel the world.

Bourdain, who, in his early years, was a macho, unrepentant, drug-loving chef, became a crusader for the hungry of this world. He said he would eat anything, go anywhere and say anything. He also said he was famous for his optimism, and eating was the thing he did best.

Traveling the globe he rubbed shoulders with the elite and shared meals of questionable substance with remote tribal people. He searched for obscure cuisine and unknown restaurants, and explored politics and history, life and love with locals over a plate of food and drink, and—

Last week, at the age of 61, he hanged himself in the bathroom of his suite at a luxury hotel in Kayersburg, France.

His mother said, “He had everything!” He had success beyond his wildest dreams, and money—more than you can imagine.

“I want it ALL! I want to try everything once,” he had declared.

Some believe that he was on a quest to seek out and understand the “Human Condition.” He wanted to find the answers to the great questions of life.

However, in his journey to try EVERYTHING, he arrived at NOTHING. In all his experiences, in everything he had tried, he found no answers to the questions that plagued his troubled heart. Unable to face the unbearable misery of depression and disappointment, he thought to end it all by taking his own life.

What is meant by the “Human Condition?”

Simply put, it is “The Meaning of Life”—the characteristics, key events, and situations which compose the essentials of human existence.

The real problem in human life comes from the existence of good and evil. We are capable of doing terrible things, but we can’t seem to figure out why we do them nor how to stop it.

Why are we competitive, aggressive and selfish when our originally instinctive state was cooperative, selfless and loving?

Years ago, I gave up my work toward a doctorate in counseling, because I couldn’t figure out myself. How in the world would I ever be able to help anyone else?

Truth is, on our own, we are unable to understand ourselves or anything else.

Do you sometimes wonder what life is all about—why you were born, how do you find happiness, why this world is in such a mess?

Trying to figure out all of this can result in unbearable depression and no answers.

Though I have seen him on television a few times, I am not particularly interested in the life of Anthony Bourdain. However, when I see a life that has enjoyed it all and yet ends in such terrible despair, I can’t help but wonder how he arrived at such a place.

I must tell you, “I am privileged—I am blessed.” Never once in all my life, even during the darkest of times, have I ever thought of ending it all by taking my life. I have never come near such a thought, for from my earliest days I have known the answer to these difficult questions.

The answer to all our questions lies in Father God our Creator, God who sacrificed the life of His own Son, so that we can live, God who loves this human race and longs for its reciprocal love.

This world is in a mess because man decided to do his own thing rather than obeying God.

Obey, demand, command, laws—these are negative words to us. Yet, living in obedience to God results in the most positive, joyful, productive life ever imagined.

Let me give you the highlights of Leviticus 26:3-13. God says, “If you live by my decrees and obediently keep my commandments…” You will have more than enough to eat. Your country will be a place of peace and war will be eliminated. God will give you His full attention and cause you to prosper. He will live in your neighborhood and walk through your streets. He will be your personal God, and you will be free.

WOW! What promises for simple obedience! Isn’t it worth a try?

A few days ago, President Trump sat at the table with Kim Jong Un trying to fix some of this world’s problems through diplomacy, but in the end, diplomacy doesn’t work, war doesn’t really solve anything, and walls don’t end the problems.

From the beginning of the human race, God had the answer. “Obey me!”

If you are struggling today, and all your avenues of relief have turned into “Dead Ends,” there is still hope. He is our hope! God, who created this world and all that is in it—God, who formed man his is own image, has never found a problem that He cannot solve. Hope in Him!

Remember, the sun will come out tomorrow!

THE MILK OF HUMAN KINDNESS

THE MILK OF HUMAN KINDNESS

Walking across the parking lot toward the restaurant, I faced a fearful obstacle. With my cane and iffy balance, stepping up onto the sidewalk can be difficult and even dangerous. Fortunately, as I neared the step up, a gentleman approached.

“Sir,” I asked, “Do you mind helping me up?”

“Gladly,” he replied, as he smiled and proffered his hand.

Gratefully I thanked him. Then he went his way.

As I opened the restaurant door, I met two women coming out—one with a cane.

“Wasn’t it nice of that gentleman to help you the way he did, she asked?

“O, I asked him to help me,” I told her. “I gave up my pride a long time ago.”

Sitting with friends at lunch, I thought of the small, but numerous ways people have shown me kindness. Giving a hand, opening doors, picking up a dropped item, retrieving an object on an unreachable shelf—On Sunday morning, a lady at my church, takes my handbag and places it on my seat in the sanctuary, so that I can go to the coffee shop, saving me difficult steps—all small things, but oh, so appreciated.

I love the “Dignity Health” commercials “Hello Human Kindness.”

I’m sure you have seen two-year-old Marty Williams trying time after time to blow out the candle on his birthday cupcake. When he is finally successful with the straw his kind father produces, you can see the satisfaction and look of triumph on Marty’s sweet baby face.

My heart is touched when I see the truck driver, who stops to rescue a baby horse and put him back over the fence to join his anxious mama, and I smile as I see the reunited pair trot away.

Where does this kindness come from?

William Shakespeare is credited with coining the phrase, “The milk of human kindness.” To Lady Macbeth, “milk of human kindness” is distasteful stuff. Being ambitious, she fears that her “too kind” husband lacks the courage to murder King Duncan and snatch the Scottish Crown. As fluids go, Lady Macbeth is more inclined to murderous blood than nurturing milk.

As we listen to the news and observe things taking place around us, we can’t help but believe our nation has listed in that direction. We are so bombarded on every side by negativity, disease, and toxicity that, at times, it is almost impossible to see the good.

Yet, there are still good people in this world doing good things, and yes, there are people who give no credence to God—even evil people, who sometimes do good deeds. Even mean people love their dogs. This beggars the question: “What is the source of this goodness?

Goodness comes from the heart of God and no other place. When man was created, God invested him with a soul that tended toward human kindness. Sin and disobedience have all but obliterated that tender part of the soul in many people leaving them hardened to the needs of others.

I think of the story of the “Good Samaritan” found in Luke 10:25-37. Samaritans were hated by the Jews, but when thieves beat and wounded a Jew, in route to Jericho, leaving him half dead, it was a Samaritan who showed him compassion not a Jewish Levite or Priest.

In Luke 10:27, the Jewish law says, “You shall love…your neighbor as yourself.” In this case it was the hated Samaritan who proved to be a good neighbor and not the Jewish brothers.

We all have the power to heal—the true power of human kindness prompted by the love of God in us. The effect we can have on one another when we reach out and help ease each other’s pain is immeasurable.

Sighing and complaining and shaking our head do nothing to diminish the power of evil in this world. However, we do have a very real and powerful tool against it. The love of God exhibited in human kindness has the power to change this world individual by individual, as we reach out.

Galatians 5:22 tells us, “…the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, KINDNESS…”

Kindness toward others will be the fruit of the abiding presence of the Spirit of God in your life.

In the story of the “Good Samaritan,” when asked, “Who was the neighbor to him who fell among thieves?” Jesus answered, “He who showed mercy on him.” Then he said, “Go and do likewise.”

YOU, GO AND DO LIKEWISE! Find someone who needs you—not necessarily someone who deserves your attention, but someone to whom you can be a true neighbor. Let the love of God flow as you minister to him. You can be an instrument of change in his life and in this world.

Remember, the sun will come out tomorrow!